even though youre gone and moved-on, I can;t seem to stop loving you. And even though, im sorta talking to someone else, makes me feel so guilty. But the thing is, I thought I was over you. I thought I was alll good. But ugh, somehow, i always get led back to you. Is it destiny? Fate? Or maybe, i just keep glimpsing, taking second and third looks, a blast from the past, only to make me miss you, killing myself even more. =/ I hate this. Alot. And these tears, they’re stillll here. The reason why i kept crying today, because whenever I hear about THEYRE relationship, it reminds me, so much of us.. And it hurts. To the deepest part of my heart. Cause no matter what, I knew we couldve made it. I knew it =/ And this song, is the song. That makes me cry, the most. Cause I know. This is exactly, how I feeel =/ I misss you. )= Oh geeze.

Wont Even Start

What happened
after last summer
when we broke up
in September

I havent seen you
Feels like a long time
Sometimes it still hurts
But I always get by

I still got a piece of you under my skin
Its always there no matter where Ive been

So if I ever see you on the street
Ill pretend that I didnt see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways

Because if I look into your eyes
Then Ill have to say goodbye
And thatll break my heart
So I wont even start
I wont even start

I wish you luck
And I wish it true
Thats the best
I can do for you

Cuz youll probably find love
In someone new
I have to let go
Yeah its hard to do

So if I run into you with your arm by his side
Just know itll cut me like a knife

So if I ever see you on the street
Ill pretend that I didnt see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways

Because if I look into your eyes
Then Ill have to say goodbye
And thatll break my heart
So I wont even start
I wont even start

Ill be ok, Ill be ok
Or thats what Ill say