I can’t believe this is happening to me again. Why did I feel like, there was something there between us. Why did I believe that somewhere inside of you, you wanted me back. Youre killing me. But I’m stupid. I feel fooolish. The reason why I didn’t go to school today was because I didn’t want you to see me cry.. I look horrible. I shouldve known. All the times I was so open to you, letting out my feelings. And all you said was ’ i see ’ and ’ oh ‘. I guess it was because you didn’t feel the same way.. But i wish you couldve just told me that. Then hear the heartbreaking words of someone else from you. Last night was the first time I cried myself to sleep, in weeks. This morning was one of the worst mornings I can ever have. I hate that I love you so much. I love you to the point where its not even about your personality, or your looks. It became beyond that. I started to love you as a person. I took out your imperfections, and loved through that. I love you through all your bad mistakes, all the pain you caused for me. And really. You can call that true love right there. But i guess you can say I fell in love with the wrong guy.. because i deserve someone who will love me just the same.. Now youre someone who used to love me.. and. I dont know what I did wrong to ever make you feel that way =/ WHO can love a guy, after how much they did you wrong. I can. & you know what. I can fall in love with other people too, but I know I’ll never be fully satisfied.. All they will ever be, is my second bests.. But I guess I have to settle for that, cause I cant have you.. =/ I always feel like, there will always be this empty spot in my heart, just for you. In case you come back, it’ll still be here.. but something tells me, that spot will be missing my whole life, and no one. No one can really fill it in. cause all it is, perfect for your presence. ); I miss you. I love you. )=

Why don’t you feel it with me anymore.. =/