• SJ Lazy Boy: For example
  • SJ Lazy Boy: what if you two talk tonight
  • SJ Lazy Boy: and you two decide to finish it
  • SJ Lazy Boy: and you two don't talk for
  • SJ Lazy Boy: i dn't know, weeks, a month
  • SJ Lazy Boy: and all of a sudden, one day next month
  • SJ Lazy Boy: He decides to talk to you
  • SJ Lazy Boy: for the first time in what seems like forever
  • SJ Lazy Boy: And he gives you this really long and heartfelt speech about how much he missed you in his life and how much he wants it back
  • SJ Lazy Boy: what are you going to do then?
  • SJ Lazy Boy: You might be fine without him after awhile
  • SJ Lazy Boy: But the second he comes back, suddenly you feel weak again
  • itsmaexkabang: =/
  • itsmaexkabang: i have no idea how to handle that.
  • itsmaexkabang: i mean
  • itsmaexkabang: i know im not going to let him back in my life just yet.
  • itsmaexkabang: you know it could be just a spurr of the moment kinda thing.
  • itsmaexkabang: when he told me he missed me, i guess thats just how he felt during that time.
  • itsmaexkabang: but now, it changed.
  • itsmaexkabang: and the next time he does that.
  • itsmaexkabang: i dont wanna be stupid enough and fall for that again.
  • itsmaexkabang: i have to let him suffer for awhile.
  • itsmaexkabang: cause how am i supposed to know.
  • itsmaexkabang: that thats what he really wants.
  • itsmaexkabang: i think, the thing is. i let him walk all over me too much.
  • itsmaexkabang: he takes too much control.
  • itsmaexkabang: and right now. i feel like. i need to step up my game.
  • itsmaexkabang: that just because he comes in, doesnt mean hes not gonna walk out.