And I hate it. I hate how so different we became. Everytime we talk now, it seems like all you wanna talk about is drugs. Weed this, weed that. like just because I did what I did, doesn’t mean I’m okay with it.. ” Smoke weed everyday! ” OR whatever, what the fuck is that. Do you want me to help you or not. Basically Kristi gave up on you, but look. I’m here, struggling to help you stop, and yet. I dont know. I have the choice of leaving you, letting you fuck up your life. But I’m not.. And its cause I care. But you. You don’t seem to get that, do yooou. -_- I find it annoying when all you talk about is drugs. And I find it rather unattractice, HAA. And I guess we’re totally different people now.. We don’t see each other eye to eye. =/ You don’t make me smile. You kill me, by every word. AH. Maybe I’m just still stuck on the old you. And just maybe I could be right about that. Youre a totally diffferent person. All you want, is. to get high. Or, pop. Or all the other crazy things you do. And it upsets me alot.. because. You don;t need this to be happy..I definitely feel like i have a competion with weed. HAA. IT sounds so fuckign ridiculous, because it is ridiculous. BUT ITS TRUE. A PLANT. IM IN COMPETITION, in trying to make you happy, with a fucking gawd-damn plant! -_- I have the abilty, to make you happy, but not as much as what weed does for you. Makes you feel good? Relieves stress. But what about me. I can’t do that for you.. =/ EVER. And this is what you want. ROLLIN ALL THE TIME.  You just simply forgot everything. You forgot, how its like to be happy with me.. You forgot. The story I told you, about my uncle and my aunt. And how DRUGS are getting in the way of their 10 or more years of their relationship? Ugh. Im so upset. I miss you.. I miss the old Aaron.. D; I’m still having faith in you.. But im losing it, as the hours/ days go by.. Its like, you don’t wanna change. )= and really. NO ONE can do anything to stop that. Although I wish it could be me =/