I’ll walk away, pretend like you were never there, smile like you never hurted me, laugh like i dont give a fuck about you anymore, but deep inside my heart, i find a way to still love you. & Tell me, where can you find a love like that? )= *sigh. I dont know what im talking about. But I love you still.. and I kinda wish i didn’t. You make me feel stupid, cause.. you’re never coming back are you. I feel it in my heart, you’ll never find your way back to me. You’ll never miss me enough to admit that you want me back. You don’t care for me enough thats worth your time, fighting to have me. I wish I wasnt an option to you. I wish other bitches weren’t in the way of us. But really, there should be no one here to blame. Its all on you. Its you, who doesnt want me back. Its you whos questioning it. You’re leaving me alone and helpless, and I wish I knew how to keep myself on my feet. Simply, its like you forgot everything we been through, all the troubles and greatness that we had in our relationship don;t add up to wanting to be with me again. Its not enough for you to try. I thought i made you part of who you are, i influenced you, i brang people into your life. And yet, im the one beating myself for it. Im killing, killing myself over the pain, the silent pain you are making me go through. Im aching with such misery that could change in a instant, if i could simply hear the words, ” I love you. I want you back. ” Seems like something I’ll never hear eye to eye. )= This time, I wouldnt think its a lie. You’d be a ridiculous ass motherfucker if you lied the second time.=/ I dnt know why, i still want you back. Maybe because, I just love you, more than anything. And I meant it.