I just don;t get it. I thought you dont talk to her anymore, i thought she said THIS WAS GETTING OLD. If it was getting old, that shit on her myspace wouldnt even be there. And why, why are you telling Pat all this shit, that you want me? You wanna fix things with me, theres nothing SHE has that I don’t fucking have, that all you did was miss her. THE FUCK. PATS RIGHT. YOU LET MISSSING YOURE ‘EX’ Supposedly. You guys were never together. It was just a stupid fling. But i mean, you let missing someone else ruin the good relationship you had at the moment. I find that RIDICULOUS. PURE RIDICULOUSNESS. ugh. WHY the fuck are you telling Pat that shit, and you’re telling ME you just wanna be friends. WHO are you trying to fool. WHAT the fuck do you want. GEEZE. YOURE MAKING MY HOPES SO EFFING HIGH, and you don;t fucking know it. I dont think you fucking want me. I guess im just a fucking option to you arent i? An option you never intend on fucking taking. Cause you know, I always fucking be here, YOU KNOW THAT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, so what. THIS is why youre doing this to me? FUCKING AROUND, doing whatever you please, hurting me like fuck, cause in the end, YOU KNOW. YOU KNOW YOU’LL HAVE ME? -___- OHMYFUCKINGOSH. Well ya know what, I FOOLED YOU THIS TIME. I won’t ALWAYS be here, SOON ENOUGH, I’ll have the strength to leave your sorry ass, you don’t deserve shit. YOU DONT DESERVE ME, and how grrrrreat of a fucking person I am. The girl who can STILLL see you as the guy you were 7 months ago, when in reality, you are NO WHERE NEAR THAT GUY. YOU ARE FAR MORE DIFFFFFERENT.

I hate that i fucking love you, unconditionally. I hate that youre so stupid, letting a useless FLING get in between the most stable, wonderfulest relationship you can never fucking have. YOU have never repeat the love we had to ANYONE in this fucking world. CALL me crazy, i don;t really give a fuck.