• whose your aaron: im sorry for putting you through all of this bs..
  • itsmaexkabang: hey. idk. i fell toooooo hard for you, so i guess its not really all that your fault. i knew somewhere in my heart, you were gonna do SOMETHING like this to me, not this badd, but something like that. but you know what, i left that in the back of ym mind. i didn;t talk to you about it. i shouldve came to you, upfront, but i didnt. i guess i just didnt wanna believe it.
  • whose your aaron: ohh. hm :| im sorry.
  • itsmaexkabang: eh, its fine aaron.. im hurting myself, lingering over you like a little puppy. I feel foolish, crying and crying over someone who isnt there. and whats worse then loving someone who doesnt love you back, is loving someone, who still used to be in love with you.
  • itsmaexkabang: Im not trying to make you feel worse then how you already feel. but you played me aaron. you played me so fucking hard, that i know tis gonna be heard to love someone as close as how i love you. but you know, it is what it is. thtas life. at least i know the next time, i fall for someone, i won't love them too fast.. or even let them tell me the sweet things might say, cause that shizz just might be lies.
  • whose your aaron: lies.
  • whose your aaron: everything i said was a lie?
  • itsmaexkabang: it turned out to be lies, didnt it.
  • whose your aaron: all of it?
  • itsmaexkabang: not all of it, but most .
  • whose your aaron: what wasnt a lie.
  • itsmaexkabang: mm, you tell me.
  • whose your aaron: i wanna hear it from you.
  • itsmaexkabang: i dont know.. >.< some of the things you said about me, when i thought about it, its like. how can you say those words to be, and lie right? lie to my face, lie to my heart. like HOW could it be. what we were, was something so fucking special, more than any relationship that i can think of. so of course, you meant all those things maybe. AT ONE POINT. YOU THOUGHT, i was the one for you, you thought i was the love of your life, you thought that i was supposedly the one you get on your knees too and marry, and to have my kids, and to have me the girl you wake up to every morning, and that you'd chase after me if we ever broke up, because you'd feel empty without me, just allllll of that and more. you thought. i was the one. but i guess you think otherwise. and thats how i see it. EVERYTHING CHANGED. you figured out what you want. and its not me. so there, i think, you said those things, just because, you thought. =/ but you really didnt know AFTERALL.
  • whose your aaron: =/
  • itsmaexkabang: its true isnt it.
  • whose your aaron: mm.
  • whose your aaron: yeah )=